I Really have been trying to stay positive and grateful and every te I feel like I am finally emerging from depression something drags me back down! I am feeling overwhelmed as a caregiver for my mom and now my young son has been injured requiring surgery. We will have a long road of recovery ahead of us! It is so sad to see him suffer. I wish I could take his pain. I am torn by guilt because my mother needs me b. ut so does my boy!! I want to be all to everyone! I am tired and sleep deprived from worry and fear! I'm Sure it will work out but right now I just want to self medicate and go numb which is so selfish of me. The only reason why I don't is because my boy needs me! Lying next to h in the hospital right now and looking at his sweet face while he sleeps gives me the courage I did not have a few months ago. Thanks for listening! I needed to convince myself to try and be strong instead of selfish !