Raining this morning so not sure if I'll be able to get my jog/walk in. Not really looking forward to the day because all I have to do is AA meeting at noon and horseback riding lesson after that. Should probably do a load of laundry. It will be a lot of time spent on the internet feeling unproductive and useless. There are a lot of things I would advise someone in my position to do that I just don't feel I can bring myself to do feeling this way. It really sucks.