Thank you both for your replies and words of encouragement! they made me cry! (in a good way) It also helps to know that i am not alone! Yes i have to recognize that i made it through! The dizziness that i have with the anxiety is my worse enemy. I did go to a follow up with my neurologist today and he said there is no tumor or anything in my brain making me dizzy! So hurray! I am sorry that you had such a hard moms day! I too dreaded it and coulndt wait for it to be over and not having to put on my "i feel normal"today face. I feel like i have to say i am doing ok when i am not otherwise i feel guilty! thanks again for your replies!
Lisa