I have posted a bit about all this home renovation and painting I have been doing. In 5 weeks I have painted my entire kitchen (including cabinets), a table, upholstered chairs, and painted family and dining room. Yesterday I started on the entry. This was all fun for a while, but is causing great anxiety now.

Hanukah starts today and I haven't even gone shopping for the kids or wrapped the few my husband bought for them. This is driving me crazy. I need to calm down and take a break from fixing and painting but I can't.

I took myself off prozac a week ago, but I don't think that would have anything to do with this. I see my pdoc today anyway.

I can't believe I totally blew off Hanukah shopping bc of all this. This is all I can think about and it's not fun anymore.

I should add that all this home improvement stuff is being charged- I don't have the cash for this.