Giving you a big non-sexual christmas hug Fuzzy. Don't dwell on the past though. the only things you can affect are the present and the future. Do the best you can in your situation to affect things for the better. I had to leave a club recently because a few members were making things uncomfortable for me. So now and again people come along that dent your faith in humanity but , you know what, someone else comes along shortly after who restores it. Have faith in your own goodness and humanity and feel sorry for others who don't match your standards.