Four years ago (or so) I was a different person to who I am now. I would never do some of the things I did then. But, hey, I wasn't a bad person then either

And I shouldn't have had to go to prison at the age of 6 for taking a grape from a shop

(stupid example, just one of the threats I was subjected to when I was a tiny cub...)
I wish wish wish I hadn't trusted a certain doctor IRL (many many years ago) I was such a freakin idiot