So, the appointment T insisted on having with me today is cancelled. His receptionist called me and told me he was sick. Usually, T will text or call me himself and tell me. It's frustrating..I am not frustrated because he is sick, he has been sick a lot this fall. I am frustrated that it comes of the heels of a crappy week last week, an appointment that left me angry with him.. and it seems as though his trend of cancelling appointments is peeking again. My first year of treatment with him, he cancelled a lot. Then, he went almost a whole year without cancelling, and now it has been a handful of times. Really, I am frustrated because I had been holding in all that I want to say to him since Friday. Not wanting to email him, but talk to him in person. I am scheduled for Friday.. So, right now I am fighting the urge to email him and let my frustrations out or see if I can hold it in some more and wait until Friday. I don't know.. GAh!!