((((Jane))))
You are safe now, even though your body is trying to tell you that you're not. I'm sorry to hear you're going through this - well done for fighting it. This feeling deserves any bad language you care to throw at it!
I can understand your feeling worried by having lots of family round - things become less predictable and potentially very triggering. But at least it sounds like you will be on your own territory - hopefully that will make it easier.
I'll be thinking of you.

Bluegrey