I started a new job just to pay the bills. It is not a place I will stay at long and I can search for a new job in the mornings. I have another interview for a job that pays quite a bit more but the job is 8-5 m-f and when would I ever get to look for a job in my own profession? I am feeling so ungrounded, sad, and frightened. I feel unmoored. I lost my support group, I am moving from job to job, no one gives a damn about me, my dog will have died 2 years ago June 10 and no one cares --they really don't care. They talk about their dogs and once I even started crying but no one asks me about my dog. I am so sad my God it makes me cry right now. I am worried about money even more when my annuities run out in 2 and a half years. I have to have a good job in my profession.

I am alone, my dog died, I am worried about money, I have no groundings in a job, no friends beyond those at the job. I am scared. Feeling so scared and sad. Can anybody relate?