ma'am

i am partly like u i dislike leave my house every time i do something seems to happen to get me in trouble because i do not think like the rest

i travel to 2 spots buddy's camp site behide his house (safe there he owns it and likes me) and my older brother's house (he loves me so does his wife kid and dogs safe there)

other then that i do not go out the longest i have gone not leaving the house was 3 years (ppl came to me and brought me what i needed )

ok this is how i deal with it hope it helps u
your jacket it is like a child safety blanket ( it makes them feel safe) find a jacket u like with a lot of pockets and load the pockets up with things u might need

when ever u are out of the house u wear the jacket .......u do not take the jacket off anywhere unless u feel safe and comfortable ......in the pockets u have every possible thing u could need cash to get home phone to make a call hidden handcuff key .......what ever u need

the other part of my trick is i get angry....not raging mad ........just boiling point no going to take it mad ....this is what drives me to go out get what i need done and come back home

that is what gets me out of bed in the morning the fight back ......otherwise the only other choice is to curl up and die and doing that the jackasses win