Supernova - I DO NOT have BPD as confirmed by the head of the IOP I met with yesterday I'm going back into and my psychiatrist. I have Bipolar II, GAD and Agoraphobia. It's not that I won't, it's that I CAN'T. Is Sui ideation not harmful and dangerous? It was one of the main reasons I was admitted along with gaining skills to deal with my bipolar and other issues. Do you have any idea what it took for me to leave the safety of my house, go to an unknown place and try to get the help I need as recommended by multiple professionals? It was an act of God! This whole situation set off a mixed, rapid cycling cycle that I certainly did not need. I needed that bed and deserved it. Your message was harsh. Please don't reply anymore to this thread as I found your reply extremely upsetting.

Imah you described my situation perfectly. I had no idea about a Ahrms. I will look into it. Your response was so touching and helped me feel so much better about myself. It made me feel PROUD of what I accomplished and realize how huge it was. Your suggestions are excellent! I can't thank you enough. Thanks for sharing your story.