Well, I did damage to myself. I have to go in everyday now. He wants to weigh me, check blood pressure, heart rate etc. I had to get a new antibiotic. Broncihitis and pnemonia. (sorry my spelling is sucky). We talked about the blood; he said I am causing ruptures when I purge. He said when I purge; doesnt matter how long or how many times; I am at risk to die. I could cause a rupture in my esophagus. My throat is looking gross; I said yes I know, its very painful. My voice is not the greatest. Well I guess I should go smack myself in the head for being such an idiot. But like I said to my doc; I have lost control and dont know what to do.

justy