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to start i was so very nerves about the meeting, i had copied out one of my posts that i write here, (called , "therealme my story") which i gave to her to read. this did help as i didnt have to bring up the past again, we chatted for a while and then she asked if i wanted to join a group of people in the same boat as me, to do outside activitys.......... the group is called MIND i havent got a clue want it stands for ,
she also said i may need to work on my confidence .
so in all it was a meeting that touched on the subjects of fitness and me...........
oh yeah i nearly forgot.............. she also said that the appointment i have with my pdoc in july, will be cancelled due to me being out of his area.???? ............... what have i moved again in the last week................. she did say i may get an appointment soon for a new pdoc .but for when she doesnt know,

also saw the quit smoking nurse today.......... everything going well, 2 weeks now,