I feel sorta of embarrassed by my irritation expressed initially in this- I think part of it was pms ing- I'm embarrassed to say- after being clean from weed for a little over 7 months and off my meds- both of which I've been on for basically ten years- getting used to my monthly hormone changes takes some getting used to on my own. . . .

I feel especially embarrassed after finally allowing myself watching the videos about the Ferguson and Hartner case- I purposefully didn't watch it because I knew it'd be upsetting- I haven't been watching the news in general- relying on my internet- and now I'm so much more upset than I thought possible about the continued injustices that people go through regularly in this country. So upsetting!!!!!