It's hard to explain but when in the absolute deepest of depression my thinking can get slightly psychotic. Paranoid like every car that goes by is the cops coming to get me. Racing thoughts I can't shut off. Early in the mornings like 3 or 4 am waking up with tons of fear. It's really hard to explain because it is a weird feeling that goes with it besides anxiety like I am losing my mind.

There is such a thing as depression with psychotic features and sometimes I get it. I have to be real bad and very suicidal before it happens but not always. Sometimes even when doing real good I feel like my mental health is hanging by a thread. Irrational fears and delusional maybe. Has a lot to do with my level of confidence I have noticed.

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