I don't want to see a psychiatrist because I really don't want the drugs. And I don't know how to go about finding a good psychologist but with a baby in tow it's hard to really talk anyhow. The only psychologist I've ever seen wasn't much help anyhow.

To add to the stress, today we got some test results back and it said her alanine was high. While I know it was probably due to the growth spurt or recent virus, it's hard not to obsess about it and let it control my every thought.