EASYNCOMPLICATED, are you seeing a therapist? Cross-dressing by itself isn't something you should be ashamed of or affect your confidence when interacting with the world. It sounds like you might be fighting some self-loathing or worse. Personally I think you should talk to someone about it and describe just what you did above. They can help with any shame you might have as well as help you come to better terms with your sexuality.
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