I'm reading novel, The Last Policeman. Great read and it describes how people will do crazy acting out things-- sex and drugs and suicide. When I was younger, alienated, abused I wanted to watch the world die around me. Now world really is going to pieces and I feel so sad for everyone. So I would probably withdraw if there were some pending apocalypse. I have no one in my life to reach out to and say goodbye.

What a sad topic!