I want to give this up. I tried again. She's barely talked to me. She doesn't answer her phone or text back. I've sent her several texts that I thought might be helpful. I have a list of other things that I will send to her all at once. Maybe they will help her feel better when she gets mad or something. But it's obvious I'm not a priority. It really hurts. I'm ending it again. I will not call her on Christmas. I will see if she calls me and I'll really see how important I am to her then.