I hate that word delusion. guhh. reality is never what it seems, period. until you aquire knowledge on your own thinking, youll believe whatever anyone tells you. figuring myself out helped me alot. I was never delusional but told I was. I know what I saw, i know what i heard. I dont need vaildation from anyone else. SRA, in my case so... everyone lied. god is real so is satan. those are names for energies. doesnt matter what you wanna call it, dont get caught up in details.