you're right. he would even say "I'm not cheating on you" & he even gave me a ring. said he never gave a ring to any girl before. my stupid head pretty much messed it up. his mom even said he wouldn't cheat on me. & when he was with his ex, she accused him & she was actually doing the cheating. so he thought at one point I was. (I never did)

I need to work on myself more, maybe this breakup was like a blessing. I just hope it works out for us. & thank you so much, you really put things in perspective for me!