Well, here it is in a nutshell...I've had such horrendous experiences in my attempts at finding a loving partner since my divorce of 10 years ago, truly hurtul and humiliating, though these relationships took many years of my valuable time.
Now, age 56, I've found myself reclusive, and cultivating an attitude of Asexuality.....
I'm not having a pity party here, and even wondering if it is my age that has evolved into this attitude of solitude. Maybe so, but my experiences have been truly horrendous, each taking years from which to recover....each one.
At one point, I resorted to sex toys, but now have no interest in them at all, and want to put them in the trash, fearing that if I had an accident, they would be discovered!...Can anyone relate???
I may delete this thread...It's so personal!
Patty