Welcome, Kristen. Living amends are a big start...that means amends to family & friends but, perhaps more importantly, making amends to yourself. I'm glad you're giving sobriety a chance again. I know I didn't get it the first time around & I still have to take things one day at a time. If I don't look into the future & just do what I have to do to stay sober today that's a big start. Your two days are huge. Welcome to the boards!