When I say mild ocd, I mean something like just seeing things out of order annoys him. I don't think he has serious ocd, but he has depression and anxiety like I do which is why we understand each other on many levels.
Your argument about boredom makes soo much sense! Haha, I do believe that he would play with his phone instead. Actually, once I caught him looking at and asked to which he replied that since we finished eating, he had nothing left to do except to watch me finish eat.
When I say pervert, I mean like when boys look at girls and are fantasizing about them in sexual ways like mentally undressing them, etc. I'm not sure about whether guys actually do that on a regular basis, but I'm under the impression that they do.
I suppose the main reason why I don't think he likes me is because of the way he acts around me feels completely platonic compared to guys that I know like me. From the guys that I know like me (via confession) they hide their barely restrained care while I get the impression that this guy doesn't care about me at all and is just friends because a)we're similar and b)I'm smarter so I can help him with school. He did mention his cynicism in which he believes people are all tools. Everything feels platonic until he hugs me which feels a lot different. And when he jokingly tried to kiss me. But then I wonder if he is just hugging me because he wants to get to second base with a girl.
I did consider him being untruthful with his words just like other guys hiding their feelings. In fact, sometimes I get the impression that he tells me things just to make sure that I don't think he likes me, such as saying he doesn't care about me and that I just look "okay". He almost avoids giving me compliments whereas the other guys complimented me whenever they could. The feeling and attitude I get from him is just much different than the guys that do like me. So unless he is a really good actor or really good at hiding his feelings (which I suppose is likely)....
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