im the same way as atypical.

all my doctors ive since have said my prognosis is pretty bad. that ill always be like this. many doctors have recommended my parents put me in a state facility or residential treatment center for many years. the social workers at my clinic said im so bad i would get disability quickly. and well i did. i got in 2 1/2 months with no lawyer. first time application.

doctors have many times attempted to send me to residential treatment centers and state hospital for years but usually my parents got me out of those situations. even after turning 18 the doctors still relied heavily on my parents for my decisions. like my therapist im seeing now - she wont let me come in unless im with my dad.

i actually dont feel delusional really. like i dont feel like im "bad" or whatever as far as delusions go. but im told i am delusional all the time. by family and people on facebook that i know and by my doctor and stuff. etc.

i obsess a great deal and have many beliefs regarding government and religion and the supernatural and world and social events.

im really just a heartbeat away from another hospitalization. probably state hospital too.