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Originally Posted by Atypical_Disaster
The words "state hospital" have been tossed at me too. How bothersome. But yeah I can relate, every doctor I've ever seen has told me my prognosis is pretty bad. I'm glad I'm naturally optimistic, I don't know what I'd do if I didn't have a firm belief that things will get better for me.
I got on disability first try, too. People told me to be prepared to have to get a lawyer and such because most people get denied the first time around. Not for me. I must be bad off if even social security sees it so plainly. Sheesh.
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yea.
like this social worker when i first went to this clinic told my dad basically that i was going to have pretty bad schizophrenia for the rest of my life and all this stuff and that i need to go on disability immediately. i dont remember all she said because this was like a year and half ago.
but if i was taking medicine i wouldnt have an optimistic outlook for myself and i would have the drive and motivation i do - if i was on meds. on meds im really suicidal and no motivation basically. but then again off meds im getting in trouble more with citizens or police and definitely online lol - stuff like that - because of what i believe and i say it. i say things that ...well..can get me in trouble i guess. but i feel the need to educate the population especially of the united states of america.