If you could describe your mood before in one word...and then after the session in another word, what would they be?
I hope that doesn't reduce the feeling for you, to ask it that way?
I don't know if this means anything, but all the issues of transference I have with my therapist has made me feel like i'm the only one and that there is something seriously wrong with me and overboard and that it is ruining everything.
BUT since I've come to this site, hearing other's accounts with this strong attraction and need for their therapist like your account, pinksoil.....it makes me feel less freaky and alone and isolated on this feeling about my therapist. I'm not the only one...and neither are you.
thank you for sharing.