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Originally Posted by Little Jay
It probably sound like the most stupid thing in the world for someone who has a history of feeling suicidal and even an attempt or two, to come out and I have developed an all consuming terrifying fear of dying.
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Not stupid! It is a testimony to the complexity and mystery of the human mind.
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Originally Posted by Little Jay
I don't know if this obsession and reaction is "normal", or if it's in any way worsened by my mental health problems.
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I strongly suspect it is worsened by your mental state.
The search for meaning is basic and important. In another post, someone suggested
Man's Search for Meaning by Victor Frankl -- a classic work.
A "why" to live is an important tool in the struggle to survive. Conversely, the turmoil associated with seeking "why" can itself become a threat.
Please try to remain safe in these difficult days.
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My dog
mastered the "fetch" command. He would communicate he wanted something, and I would fetch it.