I decided,probably against my better judgment, to stop taking my zyprexa. When I upped my dose like my pdoc told me to, my brain seemed to go ****ing bananas. All of a sudden, I was hyper with pressured speech and that *******ed floaty feeling that confuses me so much came back. I took my meds as directed the next night and yesterday I was a total mixed bag of bananas, laughing at nothing, crying at everything and wildly anxious. So last night, I quit the zyprexa. I had nightmares all night but woke up feeling OK. Nowwww, I feel like my brain is short circuiting and I'm shakey and floating again.
I can't figure out if the meds are causing this or if I was already barreling towards this on my own and they were somewhat keeping it at bay?
I'm new to all of this, and I'm incredibly confused, terrified and OVER IT.