I just need to know that someone is here. Everyone in real life over reacts or freaks out when I tell them I'm not doing well because of my actions in the past. I just need someone to reassure me that I'm not a bad person and that everything is going to be alright. I'm slipping into suicidal thoughts after doing so so well lately. I'm such a failure, I can't even manage a few months without getting back to this!