We can't tell you if you are ill or well. I can tell you that many, many people, including me, have wondered this about ourselves.

I'm tempted to go off my meds to settle the question. If I get much worse (with both mood and psychosis) off meds, then I'm ill. If I stay the same, then I'm a faker.

Yes, I realize that's not the wisest plan...and I'm probably not going to do it.