Thank you for your responses I keep forgetting this blog! Ugh haha I agree with both of you if he was lying he wouldn't let me track him and the app was his idea! I do feel very lucky because he goes above and beyond to make sure I feel safe and reassured. It is def my mind that needs some work. I've been getting better since last time I was here though I used Wise Mind to get me through these trust issues I LOVE WISE MIND