Lexi and Mars - Losing one's mom must be one of the hardest things we are called upon to endure--wish I could add something to the wise words of those who've already posted, but I can't. Still, I hope you won't mind if this newcomer simply says she's so terribly sorry to learn that your moms have passed away. I can only imagine what you're going through now. As well as having a good support base of good friends--and yes, even we strangers, time will come to be your friend. Oh, I do so hope you pull through this sooner rather than later.