I'm so sorry you feel so alone. It's a terrible feeling. Things change. They change all the time. I know you feel like nothing will ever change, but you just never know. When I feel down, i think things will never change. I tell myself that I'm being silly even thinking that things will change. But then they do change. (Not at all the way I planned though. But not a bad change.)



I don't know if it's the type of thing you're into, but there's a lot hugging that goes on in support groups. I used to go to a 12 step group and everybody hugged everybody else. We also really cared about each other.

I have a little dog that I really love. I don't know if dogs can love, but he really acts as if he loves me. My favorite thing is to have him sleep on my belly when I'm on the couch reading. Are there any little dogs you can borrow or rescue?

I know. You're not really looking for a solution, you just want people to know that you're so alone that it hurts.

I'm really sorry about that.