I know what it fells like to go through what you are going through right now I found a hobby it hasn't solved the problem but it gets my mind off of it long enough that I haven't SI in over a year. What worked for me was well violent games like COD, Halo things like that, and I enjoyed it. If you can find a hobby that could take up a large amount of spare time that you enjoy then that would be a great thing to do. If you need to talk you know get the weight off your shoulder i'm willing to listen and try to help. You can PM when ever ill try to respond quickly until them Good luck.