Thanks to you and all the people who have replied. My therapist has said that I need to guard my privacy better and not constantly think "what other people would think".

I'm a bit of an exhibitionist. I want to make it clear that I don't go into some parks and flash myself to people. I've done it online with +18 people who have consented to it. I think it mostly stems from my low self-esteem and it's not a very good or effective way of boosting my ego. I've never showed my face to anyone, and I'm aware of the risks. Probably the biggest reason I want to stop doing it anyway.

People have told me time and time again, I'm hurting no-one, but it's a hard thing to believe, probably because of my severe depression.

I've made progress however and I've started AA for example. I noticed a correlation between alcohol and feeling bad about myself.