Hello everyone,

I'm Elin and I am 19 years old. I have this problem that I keep getting emotionally attached to people(actually only women) TOO quick.

They are always attractive women between 30-50 years old. (i'm a lesbian) I have a job where I have to work with one women for a few months and then another one comes in.

There's this woman and she's 46 and drop dead gorgeous and really sweet to me. I have worked with her for only 3 months and today she left. I cried like a baby when I came home because I will miss her so much since I'm already so emotionally attached to her. I have had this several times before.

Are there people in here who recognize themselves in my story or can give me any advice or just a message..? I have no idea why this happens. I never had a mother figure maybe that's important to tell. I have a history with emotional abuse and getting no attention. I also have no friends and no good relationship with family. Basically I'm all alone.

I'm sorry if it's a long story and thank you for reading.

Elin