Yeah. I kind of think using "philosophy" to help one get over something is stupid. Maybe it works for some people, but there are scars left over from the hurtful events. You are correct.

Well, I went to court today and found out the outcome has been deferred until in March. I also cannot return to my flat.

So here was me having staff take my belongings back there and then the judge defers the outcome and I am not getting any co-operation from the staff. It is almost as if they blackmailed me into either taken my support or them leaving me out to dry. Yeah, nobody bothered going to court apart from my mother.

I will tell you what: I will be scarred. This will fester inside of me for an eternity. All they had to do was sit down and talk over the primary issues, way back. Did they do that? No.

They purposefully lied. Or, at least Andrew did, but he left months ago, so I cannot say they all were responsible, but giving their attitude and all regarding my situation, they all are as bad as each other. Then it got worse after the judge put non-harassment orders in place. They all probably felt "saved" by it and I will be going to an advocate.

You can probably tell this is all I talk about these days. It 100% pisses me off.