Today the 19th

i woke up at 4 am got ready drugged my self on the pills took 1 hour 30 mins to get down there sat in the parking lot for almost a hour took another one of my pills

i am not feeling crap now no freak outs no anything ........head in to court meet my lawyer he tells me that the DA is sick so this is just a in out thing gte it moved back to jan19th now

the rehab lady did me a huge huge solid and sent a report to him and talked with for a while she even saids i should be allowed to smoke for medical reason

between that what i told him he is getting acccess to my records and is going to try that as a defence

he s going to talk to the DA once he gets all my records and takes the vape pen i brought down to is drug person (they are going to break it down and weigh everything to counter the states 33 grams charge )

so maybe hope thanks to the rehab lady report ..........it was marked on thre she was impressed with mu openness and willing to answer the ?s with out any pauses or ummm awls stalling for time ........so guessing the fact i have no shame in my game and blunt honest help

i said i keep u posted here it is ..............now i am going to let the pills win and sleep for 2 days

thanks for all your help and keeping me from going off the deep end ...........if u ever need a favor feel free to call on the amish f.u.c.k.e.r for a hand i owe yah (that is my nick name life)