I had a meeting with my guidance counselor today. It was interupted and cut short though. So I didn't have enough time to tell him how suicidal I am right now, how I was cutting more than I have ever before, or how I have been skipping lost meals. Now school is out for a few weeks and I won't speak again until January if I even muster up enough courage for that. I don't know if I can do this. I'm just so tired. Wouldn't it be nice just to sleep forever? How peaceful and quiet....