Thank you everyone.
I really don't have the energy at the moment to reply to each of you individually.
I know that I am young and that I have plenty of time to find someone...
but I don't see why anyone would ever want me, as I am hideously ugly and have a boring personality. I see other girls who are pretty and bubbly and outgoing and I think, well of course any guy would choose them over me. I have good qualities, but none of them are particularly desirable or pretty or sexy enough to attract anyone.
I just think that no one will ever love me, and no one ever has.
I've been alone and lonely all my life.