I've just really hit rock bottom recently. No real rhyme or reason to it either. It just is. I had a bit of a boost for a few hours but it seems to be wearing off rather quickly. My nurse case manager basically did not give me the option this time, if I get bad again, I gotta go in to the hospital. I reeeeally don't want to go so close to Christmas. I don't want to go at all anyways but you know :/ Not only does that put a damper on my family's spirit, but it's also very busy apparently. Long wait times. I've heard one person say how she waited there for 7 days. I dunno if it's that long this time but it probably won't be good. Sucks

Binding is safe when done properly but done with the wrong materials/too long/too hard it can be pretty dangerous. Otherwise it's just a pain in the hippopotamus. You're never truly free lol. I could go on and on about that one lol. Sounds like an interesting documentary, I should watch it.