I am feeling better, started a new medication two days ago and I can tell already that am less anxious, less panicky, the racing thoughts are almost gone, I am thankful for this improvement, I needed so much to feel more stable.

The other great news for us is that my husband is finally out of risk from a possible lung tumor and his lungs are free of fluids from his pneumonia. Slowly things are working out for us, slowly am glad that I did not give up!

Took many phone calls to my Pdoc, leaving messages, finally got an emergency appointment with her last Wednesday, she even apologies to me for prescribed the wrong medication a week before, I appreciated that she is humble enough to see that her prescription of Lexapro was not the right for me at all. Matter of fact, if I wasn't persistent and keep calling the emergency nurse psychiatrist, keep asking to be seeing asap. I will be at the ER with not much help.

Finally, my point is that the wrong medication can lead to a serious chemical distress in my brain, am glad my therapist also email my Psychiatrist and that all the Mental Health Clinic stuff helped so much, till I have had seeing and medicated with a mood stabilizer (Lacmictal).

I want to thank you all for keeping up with me here, for each "hugs" that mean a lot to me, it is you taking your time to support me here, it is you all taking the time to be kind and understand what I went through. Big Thanks. Stay well, Hugs