Right now, I'm in a very uncertain and scary place. The pharmacy I work at is tremendous, my coworkers are fantastic. Most important, they understand that I need time for my therapy sessions (once every 2 weeks which I take extended lunch) plus my weekly group meetings for social anxiety. The problem is I'm through agency, not state union. I am likely to be transferred back to my old pharmacy. My fears are two fold: one is the likely fact that my hours will change, causing me to miss group (especially if I'm needed for overtime). Two is the extreme hostility I'm likely to receive when I take those extended lunches or beg off overtime. I need help so badly but I feel like there is always an obstacle. Maybe I'm just never meant to be happy and with someone.