I have realised that i am trying to get back what realtioship i had with my dad, dad wasnt loving so i gues i want J to be and me to have my childhood again. I know this cannot happen and part of me telling him was to come clean about how i feel, it just is really hard im not going to get love from my parents or from J and i guess i find that really hard
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The worst loneliness is not to be comfortable with yourself.
Mark Twain (1835 - 1910)
La tristesse durera toujours
"Come what come may,
Time and the hour runs through the roughest day."
-- From Macbeth (1.3.156)
"By the pricking of my thumbs,
Something wicked this way comes."
--From Macbeth(IV, i, 44-45)
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