i always get very reved up for xmas every year but then my sisters start to come to town and everything changes. my parents are split up but they both bow down for both of them. if my sister wants something she will get it. they will go to the movies or just watch movies and they never invite me. it seems like ever since i have been back and got out the family treaets me like a sick puppy that you just ignore. im sick and tired of nobody wanting to help me. this week i have had 5 people make plans with me and then ditch me not text me back call or anything. what did i do to people to make them not like me so much. yes i have PTSD yes i am diffrent but still im a person and should be treated that way.
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