There is no way I want to get booted out of that supported flat, but my lawyer told me I already have - by the court. My belongings are still there though, but I am going to have somebody write a letter to the court challenging this decision, because it is not fair to have me evicted over the drama they initiated in the first place. The question is, who the hell can help me now? I am screwed unless I can find a good advocate!

Today, I felt highly anxious and broke a cup. So my mother called the police to speak to me because I was 'getting too violent'. Oh, please!

You know, I am absolutely sick of this crap now. I wanted to go back to my flat many months ago and I could not be there because of the court. Now the judge has deferred the outcome until in March. What the hell?

There is just no point to any of this bull crap. If they had approached my situation better in the first place, hopefully I would have never lost those two damn women from my care team. The pricks cannot even do their damn jobs right. And they had some nerve not attending court.