Adele.........I know where you are coming from, and thank you for sharing your story as well. This whole thing with Anxiety has been such a toll on my relationship as well. Plus I have 2 kiddos that I am yelling at for the stupidest of reasons. My last big breakdown was on Mothers Day. I went thru a lot of what you went thru. My fiance tries to understand, but I feel like at times he thinks I am crazy, which we ARE not. It is a hard "balancing" act that just feels like we are about to teeter off the tightrope. I hope upping your meds helps and I wish you luck going back to work on Tuesday. I also hope your relationship survives and actually hope this brings you closer, if you can share and talk about it. This is such a frustrating thing and I am so glad I have found others like me that I can share with and that share with me so I know I am not alone. Take care. And let me know how it works out!!!