I feel the same way you do, BlackSheep. I wanna be educated as well. I've always been told I was depressed with anxiety. AD have never worked for me. They've always made me worse. Back in November I was given Wellbutrin and it sent me into a mixed epidsode. Pretty sure I was already hypomanic and it tipped me over the edge. lol. It would be nice to know where I'm at so i could maybe grasp what "normal" is.