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Old May 19, 2007, 12:53 PM
alonelyangel alonelyangel is offline
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Member Since: May 2007
Location: Vashon
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I can NOT make telephones calls right now unless it is to an automated teller or to a friend. I have been dealing with some government people lately for childcare and I was so panicked my deadline laspsed then I had to get all this paperwork together and made my fiance take it because I couldn't do it. I walk into Costco, thinking I am going to be okay then the fear/anxiety grips me and I walk right back out. I can't even enjoy a coffee shop anymore (that I love) because I think people are staring at me and judging me. Uggh, this is so frustrating. I am not scared to go outside, only certain situations. My big one believe it or not.......gas stations. That is a CRISIS to me. If I have to go get gas I panic about 2 blocks away because I don't know if everyone is going to be parked the "right way" Meaning if they have a right hand tank they are on one side, and a left hand tank down the other. Seems small and stupid to some but my gosh, my world crashes if they are all parked for right handed tanks (Mine is left handed) I don't talk to new people for fear what I am saying is going to be taken wrong and I will be looked at strangely. I am comfy with who I have in my life and stick with that for now. Good luck!!!!